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Clearly I needed a new greeting post, haha. 
Lost is over now. May it rest in piece, forever living on in the hearts of its loyal fans. Jears were shed, Dharma ranch dressing was consumed, and Vincents were snuggled. I hope we all find a love as epic as Jin and Sun's and I hope if we ever meet Ben Linus in a dark alley...Well...You know the drill. Or do we?

I am currently immersing myself in the Supernatural fandom. I am feeling the pull of its characters and delicious plot bunnies.

I currently only write for Star Trek XI (2009) and I love it. It's been about a year now, and there's no end in sight for me, at least not right now. Summer gives me more time to contribute to the fandom, as all I have to worry about is the economy banhammering my attempts for work, partying, and lurking fandom until the educational hate machine starts back up again in September.

Add me, let's be friends. :) I'm a Canadian, come on, everyone needs moar Canuck on their friends list.


Any characters used in my stories, do not belong to me unless stated otherwise.


Sometimes I honestly wonder how I ever judged authors as a younger person who *~disappeared~* from all of my favourite fics. I'd constantly stalk old Harry Potter stories waiting patiently for them to come to their final conclusions. The Marriage Stone is still a story I remember even years later. And it's been all but abandoned for 8 years now with no word from the author. It's an absolutely perfect story. I'd recommend reading it if you can handle the crushing disappointment that comes with knowing it will probably never be finished.

I have grown a lot since writing the Doctor Series. My ideas have changed and the way I look at the world has changed. While I will never stop loving and obsessing over hurt/comfort fics, I don't know how I feel now about having such a heavy topic such as sexual assault as the underlying trauma to the characters. I haven't read any h/c fics with sexual violence or rape in a couple years, so I am not sure if this is something that applies to my reading tastes overall or just my writing and my stories personally. While I never explicitly went into clear details of the subject in the story, I feel as though it could be dialed back. I don't know.

Thoughts and opinions welcome on this subject, by the way.

The point of this is...I really am itching to get creative again. And new chapters are in progress. It goes without saying that the Doctor Series is my most popular fic that people seem to want more of, I am unsure if I will be focusing on it first. This is only for the reasons stated above; I still very much love the story and relationship between McCoy and Spock. But when I was 22, I had a clear idea of where I wanted things to go after my last chapter. I feel as though that may have changed.

Regardless, I look forward to jumping back into the fandom and catching up on all the great fics that have undoubtedly piled up in 3 years! This fandom has great ideas and wonderful talent.

Thank you for your patience and readership. I am glad you stuck with  me, if any of you are still out there!



Holy hell

Hey guys!

I'm recovering from a bad case of writer's block. Haven't updated The Doctor Series in over a year? Christ.

Was out of the country for a month, getting back into the swing of life.

Watch for an update this week.

Love ya,


Did I really start a Kirk/McCoy WIP on Christmas Eve? Thought I was hallucinating when I saw that...

...Double Christ.

Things that make me crazy

1. These Livejournal ads.
2. People who beg/threaten/hold a story hostage for reviews.
3. The Toronto Transit Commission.

Good day.

Who actually ever feels exanimate? My browser is showing that the word itself is a typo.

Fic + update

Being absent from your Internet life for months is acceptable when you come bearing GIFTS. Yeah, I ignored my on-going and my other sort-of-on-going works to go and write another on-going. And it's Kirk/Bones. It's a response to this prompt: "I'm fed up of reading Spock/McCoy/Kirk fic where McCoy is insecure and the third wheel or treated like some sort of pity fuck. I would really, really like some fic where he is secure, and maybe even the center of attention for once. And I'd prefer if the others aren't insecure either."

I shall be more active this holiday season now that the semester is over.


Title: Ain't Nobody's Fault But Mine
Series/Spoilers: Star Trek XI
Rating: This chapter is pretty PG, but the chapters will become saucier as the story progresses.
Characters/pairings: McCoy/Kirk
Summary: Saucy, confident, sexy, secure, desirable Bones. 
Word count: 1362

Jim Kirk was trying to steal his heart, and he was sure the kid didn"t even know itCollapse )


Just got back from the GaGa Toronto show.
My creativity is about to explode.
Into a gooey, neon, ripped fishnet, giant lantern fish monster, flaming crotch outfit, ijrlfkjsdfm mess.


 I came across some muse-worthy Tumblr sites that inspired my imagination. I think these are definitely worth checking out for anyone who applies a creative process with a sexual or sensual focus. Or really, any human-centric focus.

Some contain NSFW imagery and interesting little anecdotes, article links, etc. Some of them may also contain multiple kinks.

Sex Is Not The Enemy 

Riding Wild

Nudity Not Prudity

Fuck Yeah Sodomites 


Sailing Free

Ah Jesus

I don't know what happened last night, but I've been browsing both kink meme archives for days. Started two fics and losing the battle of my wits to not drop everything and answer this prompt:

'The shuttle with Winona crashes and baby Jim is the only one to survive and he is found my Klingons, who take him and raise him as a Klingon. 25 or so years later, during a battle, Kirk is captured by The Enterprise where Pike is the captain, Spock is the first officer and McCoy is the doctor. Pike figures out who Jim is right away and he and McCoy begin working on helping Kirk accept who he is, where he came from, ect. Would like a McCoy/Kirk end game with a side of Pike/Spock and mentions of Pike/George.'



Edited for better content.

One time I joined a Vegetarian dating site.
Lulz ensued.


Political gruyere

Ordering used text books is always a gamble. However, the difference between $100.00 and $40.00 is what makes me okay with having a book that vaguely smells like cheese and day old penis. It is a politics book after all.